Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Soul connection

All my life I felt so alone
Alone in any crowd
Alone in any setting
Alone with friends
Alone in relationships
Alone deep down in my soul
Looking out from within, like a stranger to this world

I’ve looked for the ones to whom I would feel connected
The crowd where I feel connected
The setting where I feel connected
The friends which I would feel connected
The relationship where I feel truly connected,
Connected deep down in my soul
Looking in from within, awoken to oneness

~Ellen Slyngstadli ~ © March 2010 ~ All rights reserved ~

Monday, March 29, 2010

Views of life ~ from a teen in the 80's

I found a bunch of writings from my teen days, and I wanted to share some of them here. In this post there are several small poems from a teenager searching for the meaning of life

What’s happening inside me
It’s something I can’t understand
There’s funny feelings around me
What’s happening to me
Am I starting to grow up
Or am I still just a child
Sometimes,- I want to be a grown-up
Sometimes;- I want to be childish
I can never be a whole time grown-up.....

ღ ☼*♥*~ ☼ ღ♪♫♪♫♪♫Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ♪♫♪♫♪♫ღ ☼*♥*~ ☼ ღ

I want to go away
Just live like a free bird
But is the life just a sweet dream out there?
Or is it just an imagination in my head?
It’s so many things I wanna do!

ღ ☼*♥*~ ☼ ღ♪♫♪♫♪♫Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ♪♫♪♫♪♫ღ ☼*♥*~ ☼ ღ

The music makes my body free
The music makes me forget the rest of the world
I can live free
I can live for just me
..with music

ღ ☼*♥*~ ☼ ღ♪♫♪♫♪♫Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ♪♫♪♫♪♫ღ ☼*♥*~ ☼ ღ

~Ellen Slyngstadli ~ © 1982 ~ All rights reserved


Why is life so difficult to live?
Can anyone tell me that?
We always have to choose amongst things
It isn’t easy all times
You will do both things but have to choose one
You think about it and make up your mind
But if you later realize that you chose wrong – it’ll be pain!

ღ ☼*♥*~ ☼ ღ♪♫♪♫♪♫Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ♪♫♪♫♪♫ღ ☼*♥*~ ☼ ღ

Sitting here an early morning
Don’t know what to do
I don’t wanna be here, but I have no choice
I don’t wanna be like the others
I just wanna be me
I wanna do what I feel
I wanna act like a fool
I wanna be crazy
I wanna be lazy

ღ ☼*♥*~ ☼ ღ♪♫♪♫♪♫Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ♪♫♪♫♪♫ღ ☼*♥*~ ☼ ღ

~Ellen Slyngstadli ~ © 1983 ~ All rights reserved


It’s so easy to be me
Easy when I’m free
Do just what I want
Tomorrow is not important
I live my life

~Ellen Slyngstadli ~ © 1984 ~ All rights reserved


Friday, March 26, 2010

ƸӜƷ☼ ~ Springtime ~ ☼ƸӜƷ

Oh how I love the blissful spring
The new and fresh in every thing
The morning light so bright and clear
Each new day a secret bear
The unveil of all shades of green
Most spectacular sight you’ve ever seen
I’m breathless – in awe –
I am in bliss
Every time just as taken by this ƸӜƷ

I love the freshness of the soil
The leafing trees that start unfold
The sense of spring, so comforting
It shows us there’s no end to things
Trees and flowers will arise
A perfect token for the circle of life
I’m breathless – in awe –
I am in bliss
Every time just as taken by this ƸӜƷ

Flower buds explode in colours
Nature changes hours by hours
Temperature is rising day by day
Life-giving sunbeams will find their way
Cascades of smells fill up the air
Most gorgeous scenting of the year
I’m breathless – in awe –
I am in bliss
Every time just as taken by this ƸӜƷ

~Ellen Slyngstadli ~ © March 2010 ~ All rights reserved

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

ღ☼* ~ Accept me - I AM ~ *☼ღ

Why do you judge me
for being happy
For being different than you
Can’t you just accept me
for who I am

Does my happiness scare you
Because the reason for my happiness isn’t obvious to you
Can’t you just accept me for who I am

You tell me I’ve changed
I haven’t, I just don’t care what you think anymore
Can’t you just accept me for who I am

If not, it’s really your loss
I am ME. Happy and real! I AM. Are you?
Can’t you just accept me for who I am

~namaste~

~Ellen Slyngstadli ~ © March 2010 ~ All rights reserved


A hug ~ ღ☼*

A friendly hug is always good
It sets us in the greatest mood

A hug is really comforting
In every way, for every thing

A hug can still your deepest fears
And also wipe away your tears

A hug is something no-one waive
It leaves you feeling very safe

A hug can change the darkest day
And whisk all troubles far away

A hug can give the greatest vibe
And make you tingling mush inside

A hug can breathe of promises
And future filled with happiness

A hug can lift you if you fall
And make the day all magical

A hug is precious like a gem
We’ll never get enough of them

~Ellen Slyngstadli ~ © March 2010 ~ All rights reserved


Friday, March 19, 2010

ღ Miss you ღ

I miss you
.......though we’ve never met ღ

I miss the touch of your skin
I miss the smell of your neck
I miss the strength of your arms
I miss your comfy hugs
I miss your gentle embrace

I miss YOU
.......though we never met ღ

I miss the way you touch my hair
I miss your passionate kisses
I miss the way you smile at me
I miss the warmth in your eyes
I miss the sound of your voice

I miss YOU
.......though we never met ღ

I KNOW you are there
When I close my eyes I FEEL you
Right there, close to me, as real as can be
I open my eyes, I cannot see you
But I still know, you’re there
........all the time
Will I ever manifest YOU


~Ellen Slyngstadli ~ © March 2010 ~ All rights reserved

Saturday, March 13, 2010

A dream?

At nightfall when I lay me down
like a Goddess on my bed
between the softly duvets
with rose petals all over spread
scented candles all around me
it relaxes me so deep
soft music in the background plays
sends me far off into sleep

Away in dreamlike state I drift
float off in awe and grace
a perfect state of being
in a very tranquil place
To a garden filled with roses,
butterflies and waterfalls
vivid seeing all creations
what might happen? See, just all!

Somewhere far in the horizon
one can see an eagle soar,
around, all perfect wildlife
see a deer, a wolf, a boar
Every creature’s very friendly
loving, caring synchrony
it is all so very lovely
we’re on equal frequency

All together, perfect balanced
every creature, every tree
fireflies before me dances
oh how beautiful to be!
All of what I can desire
breathes of promise to fulfill
now I feel that dawn is closer
please don’t wake me from this thrill

Then at daybreak when I wake up
to a new and gorgeous day
I still feel just like a Goddess
into the bath I go and lay
in the finest “milk and honey”,
that will softens up my skin
inside feeling bright and sunny
and not worried about a thing

~ Ellen Slyngstadli, Copyright © March 2010 - All rights reserved ~

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Mother Nature

A walk on Mother Nature’s ground
Will always soothe my mind
It balance every thought I have
The experience is divine!

The views are so adorable
It sweeps me of my feet
It comes across as magical
And also very sweet

In every little stone and tree
You feel the power lay
In snow and rain you feel it too
The sun melts it away

Her forces are incredible
Like wind and heavy storms
That whisks away what man have made
In seconds can all be gone

Her sunlight warms the coldest heart
And put smiles on every face
Her gently breeze, a caress indeed
She’s a Queen with golden mace

This Queen she gives us water fresh
And soil to grow us food
Beware that we must treat her well
As we are all her brood

Like any mother she will be
A loving caring soul
Let’s contribute to give her love
And never treat her foul

Take care of Mother Nature’s ground
Keep always this in mind
Through ever little thing you do
Make sure she stays divine!

© Ellen Slyngstadli, 2010

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Forever has just begun

I would fly through the Universe too greet you my love
I would praise all the stars above in awe
When your ship sails and reach my shore
Forever has just begun

We’ll be dancing in paradise to the angel’s fair song
We’ll be humming the heavenly tune along
Our connection is deeply ~ soul to soul
Tied in the strongest bond

No distance can ever keep us apart
We travel together with mind as a craft
No time, no space, as we float away
We are two parts of one

The feeling of blissfulness will carry us far
Beyond this dimension and further up soar
The heavenly love that’s been sprinkled on us
Are purely straight from Source

We’re drifting along dimensions throughout
There are no limits to what WE are about
Togetherness, oneness, all through we flow
Forever has just begun


Thursday, March 4, 2010

My love affirmed for thee

Like snowflakes gently floating down
Like raindrops when they’re touching ground
Like summers breeze
Like winter rain
Like hoards of lions through the plain
My love affirmed for thee


Like stormy waves that hits the shore
Like moonlight through an open door
Like stars that shine
Like tranquil seas
Like spring days full of leafing trees
My love affirmed for thee


Like seagulls soaring high above
Like wildly rivers in a flow
Like thunderstorms
Like mountains height
Like summers sunshine warm and bright
My love affirmed for thee


Like rainbows radiates and glow
Like blissful memories in fall
Like blossom trees
Like word that soothes
Like flowers on a meadow blooms
My love affirmed for thee ღღღ


© Ellen Slyngstadli, 2010